I don't think you are a fraud or a fake because your support worker has the wrong impression / a different impression of your health to you. They see you an hour or two each week. You spend 168 hours a week as you so your perception that things are worse has more weight. You have talked a lot before about masking and how the distress all comes out when ou get home
Well done for managing to call Duty. Even calling and hanging up is closer than you have been recently. I hope next time you can also speak to the person on phone. Do you think having a bad experience on phone would be worsee than having no support a all? Because if not then might be worth taking chance with someone who was bad once. Itts ot just about what you told your psychiatrist things have got worse since that appointment with reduction in risperidone. You have had suicidal thoughts and experienced the other world more based on your RV.
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