I'm recovering from SI now, and I'm able to cope a lot better with emotions than I was before so even when I feel angry or depressed I know cutting isn't going to help, so I don't, but recently I think I've been more tempted to cut just because I miss the feeling.
I know it didn't really make me feel good, but I just miss that buzz, so I keep thinking about SIing just for that (which I know is wrong).
I feel really guilty, knowing that I want to cut just for 'fun'.
I wanted to see if anyone could relate?