I actually seriously want to die tonight (not going to by my own hand). There is too much in life to deal with. I even get anxious because of small things outside like one raindrop touching me or the clothes someone is wearing. My days often start off bad because I get out of bed later than I want to because I'm so tired. It's hard to deal with schedule changes. It's just seriously hard in general. I could fill a whole page with the things that are difficult to cope with. I worry about things far in advance too. I can't seem to get a break. I don't know what will help. I'm putting everything on my appointment with my psychiatrist next week but I don't know if I can express everything out loud or on paper and I don't know what he could do, if anything, to help. Sorry, I don't know what I need from this post but welcome replies.
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