[BlackRoseImmortal]

I really want to SI. But I can't. I don't want to. I want to but I don't want to. It makes no sense, I know...

It's not as if I can, I don't have my razorblades anymore. But I don't want to be tempted to break into another razor, which I am tempted to do right now.

I really don't want to... I can't... =[

Makes no sense, I know... sorry... =[