Thank you both :)
Jenna, watermelongate is all the motivation I need to keep Doing Recovery. I hope my weight/appetite settle again, but I think I might have to prepare for my body looking slightly different once it does.
Camden, my psychologist said I can email her and keep her updated, and she may call from time to time, but I will have support around my mental health in the interim, I'll be under the CMHT. She can't take me on for any more actual sessions due to them being virtual and the company policy around safeguarding.
If there is no way around sending my weight I'll probably ask to go to a friend's house to weigh myself, but I haven't quite let go of the 'if someone else knows my weight I have to too' thing, though I guess this might be a good time to work on that. It's a good idea, thank you :)
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