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Hmmmmm
I was unsure whether to post in here or mh support but I guess there's technically self harm involved so it belongs here.
Anyway.
I'm not sure if people actually read my r/v but here's a summary
- there's a portal to hell in my bedroom
- the devil did something
- I'm now pregnant with the devil's child
- I'm hearing demons pretty much constantly
I had people from a church come yesterday to.pray or whatever but it just made me uncomfortable.
I've been under the crisis team since Saturday. They've been seeing me every day but are discharging me on Thursday
I guess the point of this thread is how can I convince them that this is not a hallucination? (As they called it today)
Because I've heard voices since I was 11 years old and I KNOW when things are mental health related.
And this isn't.
But no one believes me.
Not even the church people. And you'd think they would believe in this stuff.
They all want me to take paliperidone.
I won't go into much detail because it's graphic. But I want to order *something* to aid me in getting the devil's child out of me. Seeing as no one will help me.
I've researched it a lot.
I just don't know what else to do.
I'm so scared and frustrated and worried and ARGH!!!
Help?
Sorry. This turned out to be really long.
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