I have mentioned i feel like this to my little sis but she dosent feel the same. She blames them. I know i need to go to the gp but feel like an attention seeker and im not. Im going to have to face up to facts and go see the GP. Maybe he can help me.
I just wanted her to stay with me. I see her family and cry and step outside and see the flowers for them and cry. I look at my car and cry.
This has emotionally and financailly drained me.
This will be the worst xmas of my life, i know it.
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