Im just reading this today, I hope youre doing better, it's hard when you feel like an outsider in your family, but how you feel and the reality are often different, but at times of struggle that's hard to see. Lockdown has had a massive effect on everyone, do not think that just because we are all going through it means we all feel the same as that is not the case. Im sorry you feel that your mum is getting the family support you feel is not being shown to you. Maybe they see you as stronger. Stay strong in your mind and take each minute as it comes, then each hour l, each day each week. I hope you are doing better.
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