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The Queen of Peace · 12-06-2021, 04:56 PM

Yeah, sheesh, I was in such a grim place. So proud of myself for doing it despite all the feelings I was having though. I feel so much better for having left a career I hated and starting fresh. I knew it was the right thing to do, but in the moment when I felt so bad I just really felt like it wasn't worth it for a future payoff.

I'm poorer now than I was but I think money will be OK. I think it's just anxiety feelings that make it not OK in my brain.

I think I will go back to the private healthcare to seek out some counselling for "low level issues". Maybe I'll try to focus on something specific like anxiety thoughts and get some coping skills for that. Thanks! That's a good idea.

Things are for the most part starting to calm down in my brain now. Phew!

Thanks to everyone who replied on this thread. I don't come by here very often any more but I feel like everyone here is so caring and I'm super grateful :)

12-06-2021, 04:56 PM	#6
The Queen of Peace Always does her best to please. Join Date: May 2011 Location: UK I am currently:	Yeah, sheesh, I was in such a grim place. So proud of myself for doing it despite all the feelings I was having though. I feel so much better for having left a career I hated and starting fresh. I knew it was the right thing to do, but in the moment when I felt so bad I just really felt like it wasn't worth it for a future payoff. I'm poorer now than I was but I think money will be OK. I think it's just anxiety feelings that make it not OK in my brain. I think I will go back to the private healthcare to seek out some counselling for "low level issues". Maybe I'll try to focus on something specific like anxiety thoughts and get some coping skills for that. Thanks! That's a good idea. Things are for the most part starting to calm down in my brain now. Phew! Thanks to everyone who replied on this thread. I don't come by here very often any more but I feel like everyone here is so caring and I'm super grateful :)
	For you to be here now trillions of drifting atoms had somehow to assemble in an intricate and intriguingly obliging manner to create you. It's an arrangement so specialized and particular that it has never been tried before and will only exist this once. That is of course the miracle of life. -Bill Bryson Don't ever frown because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.