I’m sorry things are so crappy and you feel so stuck. It sucks that there is no provision in your state. Is getting treatment out of state an option? Longer lifespan at least gives the possibility of things improving. I really resonated with what you said about cutting being your consistent etc and I know it’s a really hard place to be. When you’ve been in hospital, do they actually offer you any support or is it more just containing you?
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