Well obviously you know that there is something wrong with cutting, you've managed to go years without doing it and last night you called a friend to keep from doing it and to let someone know. Saying to a friend that if they do something you will cut yourself is never a good idea. It worries the friend and they might not know if you are hurting yourself as you speak. As cutting progressess, it will feel better, you will end up needing it, liking it, but do you really want that? You should read this
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ad.php?t=22974 it might help. Hopefully things work out for you. If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me.