Hey all, thanks. Yeah, I'm seriously considering the counseling. Trouble is I've got about a week and a half to convince myself that things really aren't so bad and I'd be a fraud to go (something that I am very good at). So we shall see. Ugh, I'm so fed up I cnat even tell you how I'm feeling any more (which makes it easier to talk myself out of counseling)! Like, most of the day I feel like ****, but there are bits of it where I feel almost normal (well, normal for me anyway). Good lord, either let me sink compleatly into this hovering depression or let me return to the blah that is my dysthymic life, for heaven sake.
Opps, a little rant. It's just driving me nuts.
Thanks again all.
Alyssa
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