Hello and welcome back. Well done on everything you've achieved; that's not an easy job you've got at all, but it's so great that you enjoy it.
That sounds really rubbish about the random unnecessary gossip that's going around =/ Are there any members of your team who you do trust and who can support you in this?
Well done for identifying that you need help and I hope you'll manage to make a GP appointment soon. I don't know if this is a nationwide thing but currently my GP surgery only gives appointments after you complete an extensive survey about what the problem is- maybe that would actually be a benefit here as it's maybe easier to tick boxes and type than to say the words out loud at first? And then when the GP calls you back they'll at least know the basics and you won't have to explain it all from scratch.
Good luck and please keep posting here if it would help!
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