I did it, guys! I finally did it. I called him and told him. And he's here for me. Hewas angry that I didn't call him before, or tell him sooner. He made me promise to talk to him if I ever felt that way again. And god, there's so much love and worry in him. I never thought that confessing, and asking for help, for a shoulder to lean on could fill my heart with such overwhelming joy as to be so loved. To know that he cares so much. I've never felt so happy, or cried with such joy.
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