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one_step_closer · 30-11-2019, 06:41 PM

I can't cry, I just feel really upset.

The followers are so distressed and I am distressed too. I wish I had bought more stuff to overdose. I wish I had the courage to use the phone to get some support. I don't want to keep going through life like this but I don't know how to make sure I get death right. Life is massively painful. I need someone. :(

30-11-2019, 06:41 PM	#1881
one_step_closer The Shadow of the Day Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Scotland	I can't cry, I just feel really upset. The followers are so distressed and I am distressed too. I wish I had bought more stuff to overdose. I wish I had the courage to use the phone to get some support. I don't want to keep going through life like this but I don't know how to make sure I get death right. Life is massively painful. I need someone. :(
	I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much. Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass. You didn't come this far just to come this far.