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one_step_closer · 05-09-2019, 12:09 PM

I haven't made it to the gym group, yet again. Life is hard and I don't even have a hard life. I wish there was an easy way out.

I wish my CPN was around or I still had my previous key worker.

My head is generally sore and I'm not sure how to know if that's a proper bad thing or not. The self harm/opening communication channels/pharmacist thinking nerve damage thing was to do with my head but I also pick my scalp and hit my head so I don't know where the pain is coming from and if it's important to see about it.

I need someone. I wish I could easily get in touch with someone supportive.

I feel so low.

05-09-2019, 12:09 PM	#1587
one_step_closer The Shadow of the Day Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Scotland	I haven't made it to the gym group, yet again. Life is hard and I don't even have a hard life. I wish there was an easy way out. I wish my CPN was around or I still had my previous key worker. My head is generally sore and I'm not sure how to know if that's a proper bad thing or not. The self harm/opening communication channels/pharmacist thinking nerve damage thing was to do with my head but I also pick my scalp and hit my head so I don't know where the pain is coming from and if it's important to see about it. I need someone. I wish I could easily get in touch with someone supportive. I feel so low.
	I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much. Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass. You didn't come this far just to come this far.