[whoops]

i have been thinking about this year and everything that has happened. i moved house, i changed jobs, i became unemployed, i got another job, i got evicted, i moved house againg broke up with my girlfriend, got a new girlfriend, told my girlfriend about the rape, no pay since august...

... and in all this time i have only SHd THREE times, and they were three seperate occasions. which i think is quite an achievement.

i am going home next week, and will see my mum and dad for christmas. ever since they found out about the cutting, they are super interested in my arms, and i am happy to say that the first time in about 10 years i will be able to wear short sleeves around them - as long as the heating is on, that is.

hooray.