Ummm sorry to bump a dead thread but I didn't think it deserved a new thread. I'm back home again for christmas and I'm getting the urges again. I've already SI-ed in the week at uni so I know it's not just my house that triggers me off. I just want to find the sharpest blade possible and get it over with.

I'm missing my flatmates so much already, they're like my second family, I've spent almost 24 hours a day with them almost every day for three months, and I don't want to not be able to see them
Gah I think I really need help but I can't ask anyone...I don't know I'm very confused again, I'm fighting a battle in my head...I think I'm losing