thanks to you both i aprishaite it and ive have bean messed around futher again im suposed to see a saico to have my daiagnosses confermed but i said i dont want to be seen by a bloke i was forced to make an apointment to see this man and i really dont want to see him as ive bean abused all my life by blokes and whith my last dr traping me in his room well so in end i said id go see the man saico but naw they saying he is leaving at xmas and a big black man taking over so im back to sqwere one as black men hate gays so ill be well it be baies i dont now wat to do i have one thought at moment but i carnt say wat it is but doesnt involve living ,i dont now wat to do or think im at a loss ,and my speling isnt good i know sory ,its all medical jarger i dont understand ,but no freinds or family to help ive shut my self away from humans .i dont know wat to do ,
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