Originally Posted by
flying_potato
I can't bear the idea of going a month without it...Do other people ever feel this way?
Definitely, you're not alone there. I guess for me it's because I've wrapped up being a cutter in my identity, so if I don't cut, it means I have no idea who I am (if that makes sense?). Made it very difficult when trying to quit as I got obsessed with counting the months off which made me feel worse.
And yes, as one set of behaviour might decrease, another will probably get worse if you haven't dealt with the underlying problem for the first one. But well done for getting your eating back to normal and for not cutting in ages, it takes a lot of strength to do that.
Take care of yourself honey xx