You really have had a rough time hun *huggles*
I'm a bit short of advice I'm afraid I just wanted you to know that I'd read this.
As for why are they making you, I think they are just very worried about you, and maybe don't understand why you harm yourself. Maybe try explaining how you feel, and tell them that you don't feel ready to quit. Maybe reduce the amount of times you do it as a compromise? It is easier if you quit for yourself and not for others, maybe explain this to them and just let them know you are trying?
Take care hun xxx
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