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michael james · 11-06-2018, 06:58 PM

So glad to hear your not self-harming.

I hurt myself out of pure hatred for myself, in wasn't always so. When I first hurt myself as a teenage it was because I had been sexually abused as a small children, it was a way of controlling my emotions. As I got older it was out of pure hatred for myself, I am at times completely lost in this world. Been in many psychiatric hospitals over the years, none of these stays seemed to help.

My worst self-harm was to my left thigh, a 15 inch wound. I get the need for wanting to be cared for. But with me, it was about myself caring for me. The only kindness I show myself is caring for my own injuries.

You should be very proud of yourself being self-harm free.

11-06-2018, 06:58 PM	#9
michael james michael james Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: Lincoln I am currently:	Glad your not self-harming So glad to hear your not self-harming. I hurt myself out of pure hatred for myself, in wasn't always so. When I first hurt myself as a teenage it was because I had been sexually abused as a small children, it was a way of controlling my emotions. As I got older it was out of pure hatred for myself, I am at times completely lost in this world. Been in many psychiatric hospitals over the years, none of these stays seemed to help. My worst self-harm was to my left thigh, a 15 inch wound. I get the need for wanting to be cared for. But with me, it was about myself caring for me. The only kindness I show myself is caring for my own injuries. You should be very proud of yourself being self-harm free.