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In a previous thread you mentioned that you had made an appointment with a counsellor and that you were looking for a therapist. How did that go? If you haven't already made an appointment I think you should as you need some sort of professional help in learning appropriate work behaviour as in previous threads you have demonstrated that you behave inappropriately in your job. Failing that a doctor as you may have some sort of learning disabilities (whether diagnosed or not).