I'm clean. I always clean, I'm just messy and don't tidy or organise. That only bothers me because mother used to be horrible about me being dirty, and I never was. Just messy.
Currently going to a place in my city that has people that deal with mental health and alcohol as a combo package. But I'm also moving cities soon.
Auror: I honestly think it's self punishment. I've been trying to stop self harming, and I think now I'm psychologically punishing myself.
Help is not an option, but I'm going to try write lists, tackle it that way. It's better than planning in your head, really.
Bellatrix: That sounds brilliant, thank you.
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