thank you guys for your kind words. I don't feel like I can tell him as I feel like I'm getting on his nerves. A couple of weeks ago I broke down in tears about it all and he was like "I told you to quit your job and there's nothing to worry about". And I was that upset and distracted I nearly crashed the car like an hour after.
Finances aren't great to be honest. He took out a loan before I quit and this has pretty much all gone on bills. I'm getting jobseekers now which I wasn't before as I couldn't claim it due to leaving my last job. So that will help a little just paying towards my bills.
I had a telephone interview this morning with an interview there in person on Wednesday and also a group interview on Monday for somewhere else so fingers crossed one of those will be fruitful so I can just pay the bills.
I just feel crappy. And like a failure. I never wanted to continue with my nursing from my 3rd year in training. Now I've been qualified 7 years and none of the jobs have made me happy or settled at all. I'm just wanting to be settled as we want to have a baby soon and then money will be even tighter... x
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