[not_so_insig]

Have you thought about having some professional help? Judging from your previous posts you seem obsessed by job and work which isn't healthy. Having some therapy may make you less obsessive which in turn may make your life less stressful. Also finding a new hobby especially one where you make new friends means that you won't get the urge to hang around work which in turn could get you into trouble.

I am not saying that it's not important to be good at your job/like it/be treated well I am saying that you perhaps need guidance on appropriate behaviour and work/life balance which a good therapist could help you work out.