I’ve been taking just 2 at night instead of 1 morning and night because I couldn’t handle the side effects during the day. If I had handled it, I would have gone up to 1 morning and 2 at night at my next med review (which isn’t for a while). But as my anxiety has been terrible and I didn’t think the side effects would be as bad now I’ve been on it a while, I thought I would try taking one this morning. I won’t try it again and will speak to duty team to see what they say, whether I can get some PRN or something that will help but without the hallucinations. Although usually I’m told I’m too high risk, so I either have to try and ride out the awful anxiety and thoughts or I resort to self destructive behaviours and it seems like an endless cycle at the moment. I’m trying to keep myself distracted and have some plans for the weekend.
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