I think talking about how I'm feeling will just be me repeating myself for the millionth time. I'm not really feeling much other than anxiety, either. It's boring. I might play the piano for a bit. I'm waiting for a seat to come, but I could sit at my table and play. This place is good company, too. If it gets really bad I can call my Mum and she'll come over. I don't think I need that right now though.
I think you're exactly right when you say that a lot of this will just be finding ways to bear my anxiety and keep going. I really, really need to sleep tonight. I think I'll try some sleeping medication. I don't like to use it, but not sleeping properly is going to make things so much worse.
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