Thank you both.
I'm still feeling very low. Mornings are very difficult. As soon as I wake up I feel so anxious, on the verge of a panic attack at the thought of having to face another day.
Today has been extremely challenging. My step son's behaviour has been pretty appalling and I've found it very difficult to cope with. I've been worried about my dad and my family a lot today, knowing he gets the rest of his result tomorrow. I've been in quite a stressy mood all day.
We went for a meal this afternoon for my brother in law's birthday and my wife's dad felt it appropriate to ask about my dad's treatment loudly across the table in a pub. Luckily my wife shut him down quickly but I was blown away by how inconsiderate it was. He made me feel extremely awkward and there was no tact about a horrible, painful situation me and my family are going through. I'm still feeling quite angry about it actually.
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