I just feel really low and overwhelmed and scared.
My dad is in a lot of pain and he's lost a lot of weight. He had a scan yesterday and he has an appointment on the 11th to find out more about whether the cancer has spread anywhere else. He starts Chemo on the 15th. He's trying to stay positive.
My mum is being amazing, she's just so strong. I worry about her though, I worry about all of them.
I'm scared about Monday and I'm scared about what lies ahead.
I had an appointment with the obstrician this morning and I've been booked in for an induction in a few weeks. It wasn't what I had planned so, although I'm excited, I'm also very very nervous and I feel a bit overwhelmed by it all.
I'm very isolated at the moment. It's hard spending a lot of time alone with very few people to talk to. Mood is really plummeting.
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