Keep going sweets. It's understandable that you are feeling overwhelmed. You have a lot going on.
The only way to find out if you're stable enough for uni is to try it. If it doesn't work out then atleast you gave it a go..plus you won't be starting for another 11 months and so that gives you plenty of time to sort stuff out. I'm guessing the EDMR will be done by then and you will have been able to deal with current stuff? Plus, the fact that work is going so well shows that you can do it even if at times your not the most stable. And it seems you do a good job..getting extra responsibility etc. They wouldn't give you that if they thought you were unstable.
I hope you enjoy your holiday and get to chill. Juggling mh and life is difficult and tiring but you're doing a good job.
Sending love
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