^^So much this.
I was threatened to go on the depot 4 years ago. They put me on Flupenthixol or Depixol when I made the decision to stop my oral meds when I was in IP. Since being on the depot 4 years ago, every appointment with my psych or CPN or even my GP or anyone who listens I've told them I want to come of it. With my last team (early intervention) they said if I was stable, took some time and was stable for a year and a half, asked them again they said speak to my new team (I was in the process of being transferred) I spoke to my new team and they said they don't know me and because I relapsed they said no. It's been a year since I was transferred and they are still saying because I'm ****ing new they won't let me come off it. Basically I have no choice. If you come on the depot you won't come off, well, that's the way it is for me.
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