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yoyogirl · 23-10-2017, 07:30 PM

It doesn’t work for me 15-20 minutes just seems meaningless at times, once my concentration improves I can study for hours on end and accomplish loads in one hit whereas 15-20 minutes and I’ve barely sat down and would get up every few minutes. I don’t even take “breaks” apart when I have finished work and gone o to university study the 20 minutes travel and then four sufficiently is enough every day. It’s just how things are and the way are.
A break in my leads to “oh I’ll come back and do that later and next thing I have had hour of watching mindless telly and the time ticking. I have a tick tick sound on my iPad and huge timer so I can’t procrastinate and be failure/useless or worth zilch. But there’s rarely any kind of positive when I’m studying or working there’s no well done for getting that assignment done or reward. It’s crack on with the next unit.
Then finally at 23:00 my big reward of night is lots of zzz I wish there was enough hours in a week and then I could enjoyment activities in and perhaps some social life. But I simply do not have the physical hours in the day.
But at least the discord app is proving very successful for me for friends and I love avakin life that’s become my sanctuary I have learn to make it feel more homely add some music I’m the background or some awesome YouTube.

23-10-2017, 07:30 PM	#44
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	It doesn’t work for me 15-20 minutes just seems meaningless at times, once my concentration improves I can study for hours on end and accomplish loads in one hit whereas 15-20 minutes and I’ve barely sat down and would get up every few minutes. I don’t even take “breaks” apart when I have finished work and gone o to university study the 20 minutes travel and then four sufficiently is enough every day. It’s just how things are and the way are. A break in my leads to “oh I’ll come back and do that later and next thing I have had hour of watching mindless telly and the time ticking. I have a tick tick sound on my iPad and huge timer so I can’t procrastinate and be failure/useless or worth zilch. But there’s rarely any kind of positive when I’m studying or working there’s no well done for getting that assignment done or reward. It’s crack on with the next unit. Then finally at 23:00 my big reward of night is lots of zzz I wish there was enough hours in a week and then I could enjoyment activities in and perhaps some social life. But I simply do not have the physical hours in the day. But at least the discord app is proving very successful for me for friends and I love avakin life that’s become my sanctuary I have learn to make it feel more homely add some music I’m the background or some awesome YouTube. Last edited by yoyogirl : 23-10-2017 at 11:09 PM.
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.