Hey there,
Things may not look great right now, and this is much easier said than done but try not to worry too much about "the future". You're so young, you have so much life left to come. Just take each day at a time, try to make one positive change every day - even if it's something really tiny.
Thinking about the future as this big, open space can be really scary, and intimidating. But what I always found helped was the belief that the only way is up. It sounds like your mental health is the main hurdle here, what does your Doctor say about all this? If you can get a hold on your depression and anxiety a little then it will help pretty much every other area of your life fall into place.
It's hard to believe now, but there is hope. You have so much life left to live, so many good days and amazing experiences to come. You will get back into college, I believe in you. Don't give up!
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