does this just prove how stupid i am?
she always told me i thought to much. i planned on when , where how long, how deep, who might get hurt, who might feel to blame. now i have stayed up all night toying, not able, thinking they will believe copycat. but that was the main reason i stayed home. to relieve pressure. but i thought too much on it. he knows. he has got to know. and one little cscrath is going to send him flying in a rampage'You are stupid. Why the Hell do you do that? Why cant you get over it? Why do you do it? That was stupid- not you of course but what you did.'
*i want to curl up and die*
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