I haven't overdosed in about 12 years. I struggle taking my aripiprazole with the thinking if I do t take it, then I'll go high and feel happy and joyful as I have before. And then I forget about the anxiety and paranoia that accompany a it. So I'm on off with it all the time. Or I start taking it and my suicidal thoughts increase and I stop. Or I feel a bit crap and stop my anti depressant as a form of self harm or something. But I can't see the psychiatrist until the 31st, and in the meantime I have children and a job to be functional at whilst melting down inside.
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