I had a huge anxiety attack, and ended up going to cmht to see if my cpn was there. He saw me and realised the state I was in, I told him about my thoughts and my panic attacks, and he made calls around to get a psychiatrist appointment.... which he was supposed to have done months ago, and he just never did it.
I was panicking and couldn't breathe, and then couldn't stop crying because it's been over a year and I still haven't heard anything about any therapy that he said he'd referred me to, and it's been five months since I told him I needed anti-anxiety medication, at the very least. It's been 3-4 months since he said he's sort out an appointment, but all this time, he hasn't done that.
Just, f**king hell. I would have felt a s**t ton better about being given an appointment for the 26th if I wasn't in the same room as him when he made a call saying "I f**ked up, I meant to make an appointment, have you got anything available"
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