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yoyogirl · 20-09-2017, 11:39 AM

I just can’t mentally grasp that at the moment or feel it’s appropriate as I am not good enough and if want to be successful and not be useless failure I got put my back into everything until my body and mind screams help. I want to but I can’t justify it myself until one day week in Christmas and I finish uni.

20-09-2017, 11:39 AM	#11
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	I just can’t mentally grasp that at the moment or feel it’s appropriate as I am not good enough and if want to be successful and not be useless failure I got put my back into everything until my body and mind screams help. I want to but I can’t justify it myself until one day week in Christmas and I finish uni.
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.