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thanks
i wish you could see but im giving you a standing ovation. i needed to read that today. i only come here it seems when i am down. its nice to see someone vouch for us vets. vet. ha. im probably the oldest one here. i'm 54. i received some terrible news last night...i was supposed to be a plantiff in a civil law suit against a major govt organization. the lawyers decided against using me as a representative....due to my unstable mental health. i've been diagnosed at severe depressive, PTSD, anxiety issues oh and of course i self harm.
i made it throught the night w/o hurting but i have an exit all planned. i am about to leave to see a counsellor at the local sexual assault support centre. my therapist just sent links to people talking about moving on.
it was due to her recommendation that the lawyers decided not to use me.
feeling pretty useless and hopeless. this law suit was the only thing keeping me here...gave me a purpose to stick around. now nothing.
maybe some of my old friends here may have something supportive to say...or give me a hug.....cuz dammit i don't think i'm going to make it.
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