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Old 10-09-2017, 07:22 PM   #5
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I haven't derided I am going to removing triggering things now as I thought Ky twitter account. I am unfollowing a lot things that may set it off to I'm protecting. Useless so I don't have extra pressure and stress. I have also started looking at my YouTube and I have removed the groups that we like together for a while even the music listens to is really positive and uplifting it can set quite emotions and remind of both the happy times we're spending and the sad times that are happening now. I'm also temporarily blocking her friends from Facebook account so I am not reminded of the situation when I am working or studying and I've gradually stopping programmes I love such ambulance on BBC 1 and watching more mindless stuff but too lighthearted as that's my thing generally. I don't really take much much of you've been framed or anything between 4-7pm and I don't really bad eye lid at day time stuff unless it's related to my blog.
I listen to mainly r&b, hip hop tracks and a bit grunge find hip hop really motivating but it al depends on how things happen over the next few months.
Equally I want to stay as positive and happy as I can throughout working and studying as I don't want to **** up with work, **** up with university and end up losing all three as that would just spiralling into severe depression again. As I have never been in this situation before coping with a friends issue and working cominbstion I am overwhelmed internally and I feel as if I a coping with alone.
But I am working at different methods to help me cope as I know that a majority of my usual distractions are quite difficult as times due to joint issues and my mental health isn't Ina good place.



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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