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beforemyway · 01-09-2017, 02:14 PM

So, i'm 32. I'm an Executive Director of a non-profit. I am helping my sister raise her 3 amazing kids who love me a lot.

And yet here i am. I had been fine for 3 years snd now i've crashed hard. I don't know how to hide the scars. I sink i to a bad place and suddenly i don't care if i am alive or if i do something to make me lose my job... but then i DO care. I had a nightmare last night of doing something stupid and losing the kids.

Last time i struggled with this stuff i only had myself to worry about. Now, i have responsibilities. I can't let things get out of hand, and i can't takentime off to get better either.

01-09-2017, 02:14 PM	#1
beforemyway One step at a time Join Date: Jun 2007 I am currently:	Career, family, and crashing trigger warning So, i'm 32. I'm an Executive Director of a non-profit. I am helping my sister raise her 3 amazing kids who love me a lot. And yet here i am. I had been fine for 3 years snd now i've crashed hard. I don't know how to hide the scars. I sink i to a bad place and suddenly i don't care if i am alive or if i do something to make me lose my job... but then i DO care. I had a nightmare last night of doing something stupid and losing the kids. Last time i struggled with this stuff i only had myself to worry about. Now, i have responsibilities. I can't let things get out of hand, and i can't takentime off to get better either.