I actually just can't do this. The support assistant didn't turn up and no one answered when I phoned the office. My brother is struggling and I can't bear to think of him feeling anything close to what I go through but that might be exactly what he's going through. I don't even know if it's safe to post here because my brother has read my posts in the past, not sure if I had changed my username at that point or not. I can't deal with this crap every single day. All I can think about doing right now to get some relief is overdosing but I probably can't physically do it!!! Nothing is going to make life better. I am more than tired of this, I have had enough of the struggle.
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