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Old 17-07-2017, 05:46 PM   #2
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Isolation to me brings paradise. I feel I'm in a lot calmer frame of mind when I am at home on my laptop or playstion. I ain't thinking about friends situation and I am certainly not caring about work or university stuff. Unless I have assignments or stuff to do. It's only when I am out in about in coffee shops and social groups. Does all the bad mental health stuff read it's ugly head. That's when I end up thinking of bad stuff and feeling pretty crap about my self.

That proves that depression isn't solvable by going for a coffee or walking around a town centre.



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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