So I didn't get the job. I didn't get another one I had an interview for either. Waiting again for the outcome of an interview on Friday. I'm desperately trying to move out of this boring draining job. I pray God open a door for me or I might just loose my mind!
I did speak to my boss about how little I had to do. He didn't really have any solutions. He didn't want to give me anything more until I get to grips with Payroll, had 2 months training and next month I will be going solo as the current person leaves next week.
He had a few suggestions but they are tedious and not actually that time consuming, who wants to review mobile phone bills or be in charge of liaising with the IT providers. Not things that interest me at all and definitely not going to take up much time. Would probably just cause me yet more frustration.
I need a new job. Fed up and bored.
I cry driving home nearly everyday as I hate this place so much. I'm thinking of SH regularly, thankfully I'm fairly secure in my recovery but if I weren't this would have been enough to throw me over the edge. I thought about going to buy blades today, that's how bad I'm feeling.
*sigh*
Anyway, should go do some proper work I guess. Get ready to give a quick training on "Dignity at Work".
God bless whoever reads this.
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