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bitomato · 13-06-2017, 07:06 PM

Hi, While I have a treatment team I keep going through these massive upheavals in my life that leave me to feel abandoned.
I understand that when I am more depressed I feel more like a failure when the facts don't add up. But my "accomplishments" always feel mediocre.
The few times that I have done "well" it has unfortunately been swept under the carpet due to the time and my personality (not looking for recognition).

It just happened that around this time everything is colliding and I am feeling acutely subpar.

13-06-2017, 07:06 PM	#3
bitomato Join Date: Nov 2005 I am currently:	Hi, While I have a treatment team I keep going through these massive upheavals in my life that leave me to feel abandoned. I understand that when I am more depressed I feel more like a failure when the facts don't add up. But my "accomplishments" always feel mediocre. The few times that I have done "well" it has unfortunately been swept under the carpet due to the time and my personality (not looking for recognition). It just happened that around this time everything is colliding and I am feeling acutely subpar.
bitomato Join Date: Nov 2005 I am currently:	~Happy tomatoes together we will be~ You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe: Let's call the whole thing- red “It’s time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. It’s not working for women, it’s not working for men, it’s not working for polar bears.” Arianna Huffington 2014