Sweetheart that sounds incredibly scary *offers gentle cuddles* It was so brave of you to go to the police and make a statement.
Go at your own pace with it lovely, and take all the support you can get from them. They need to understand they are going to have to tread carefully with this. Are they aware of your history? If not it may be worth informing them vaguely about it.
Would any grounding techniques help you stay focused on the present?
It must be daunting to have to go through an operation, but just try and remember you are in safe hands and in the best place for it.
You are allowed to be upset and angry about this Katy, I know the feelings can be overwhelming but try and allowed yourself to feel rather than blocking or pushing the feelings away, as they will only come to bite you later on.
Sending you my continued loveee <3
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