Ok, so I was in an amazing mood when I came home as I'd been to see my favourite band EVER, and they were amazing. But since coming back for some reason I've been really feeling the urge to cut, and not just scratches, but real damage
Like I used to, real damage...
I'm at home from uni for the weekend, and my room just reminds me of everything I've done in there, so I'm apprehensive about going in as I know that when I do I'll do something for definate
I don't even think it's a bad thing for me, I feel no regret having done it or anything, but I feel a slight sense of worry which I haven't ever felt. It's not my subconscious or anything as I feel no regret or anything
I'm really sorry if this makes no sense at all, it's all a bit jumbled to me too. I just want to do some serious damage...
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