First of all, congratulations and well done on making it to this point. it is incredible, you must be such a strong person.
I can relate to the fear. And the questioning who you are with or without Illness. I have learned to accept my illness as part of me, but at the same time that is not who I am. I don't know exactly what your issues are, but I do know that you are not your illness. There is so much more to who you are. it is scary to not know if, when and how it will come up again. I get that. There is no pretending it never happened. It did happen, but the important thing is that you survived. you are coming out of the other end.
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