Apparently he doesn't ever message me or call me because he gets anxious if I don't reply straight away. My past behaviours, especially the incident that happened two and a half years with the wanting to end my life, has scared him. He's rather not contact me at all than contact me and not receive a response.
My Aunt has told him that that's his problem and something he needs to address, as it's not my responsibility to reassure him or respond to him immediately. Apparently my Mum has told him the same in the past. I don't know. Everyone else has found away to manage their anxieties around my unwellness, but my Dad just can't cope with it. He can't cope with me. I frighten him. Bleh.
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