thanks to you ,you could be right i just see people as a thret i only see things in a confersaishion that my mind see,its hard ,i am in dinaile coz i dont see wat others do ,i dont know i think thats way i have shut evry one out cos i got sick of them saing how im diffrent and telling me of my diffrence personality ,well im on my own im thinking no one needs to know but i go out on benders and im diffrent i have trained my self to act and be diffrent at diffrent places but this is geting mixed up naw so im panacing and feel missrable and harm my self ,as for my last dr he was in a mood and he two weeks praier to the door insodant tray to force meds on me that was 3 times stronger than wat they should have bean and he dident have the athoraty to give them to me but my cemist said i dont want you to start taking them until you speek to your dr as not safe and eny how he should have given you a starter pack and closely monaterd not on a friday when you got no help as it was daingerose ,so i asked him to put it in righting so he did ,but i never got a chance to give him the proof he asked if i started them i said no the resson ,i never got to finish sentance he lept to his feet and put his foot in front of door and arm across the dor i had to shout for help he aventuly moved i left ,but its brought back all wat hapend to me in the past ,i had no choice but chainged my dr ,i havent got a psyshiarist ,i dont know wat i should do apart from staying in doors ,my knew dr i see once a month but he dont cear ,sory this was long but im answering both of you at same time ,
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